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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Finding myself

I don't know why I feel so out of character this year. Maybe it's the circumstances that caused me to be like this; maybe it's the people around me that influences me. & I don't really know what's the reason.

I used vulgarities more often; often never do homework, I didn't even do my favourite math homework! & I kept on screwing up.

Sometimes, I wondered why do I even bother to smile when I'm not happy? Is it because others expected me to? Or maybe I don't want them to worry about me, I smile in order to reassure them that I'm not sad.

When I'm with my friends, I don't feel happy at all. I feel that I'm alone all along..

I don't wanna be someone whom I'm not. & I don't know who I really am.


I've lost myself & I can't find it back.

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