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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Broken promises

Yesterday finished 10 chapters within 3 hours. Finished another chapter today as I woke up early.


Yesterday my uncle called & said going to pc show with us today but today, he changed his mind. I was really damn sad. It's always like this; broken promises. Why does it have to end like this, always?

You gave me some hope yet you just cruelly snatch it away from me.

Everytime when I thought that there is a bit of hope, there isn't at all & the world just came crashing down on me. 期望越高; 失望越高.

I have never expect anything much; just twice. The first time was during P6 & this's only the second time.

It's really unfair; my cousins (father's side) can get whatever they want even if they failed or didn't do well for exam. But, I have to nearly beg to get something I want; I have to fight for it. I'm so jealous of them. Now, it made me wonder, so what if I get good result? It really doesn't even matter. So what if I get first? Do you think I could really get what I want. They promised me yet they just kept on dragging the issue & in the end, the promise would shatter into pieces.

In the end by LP really suit my mood now.

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

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