What Zi Hao wrote on his blog is true. I'm just a tool. Now she put me right in front, with that sucker & expect me to teach him? Now, there is no one I could talk to. It is just like a replay of what happened during chinese lesson. Why are you doing this to me? Haven't I suffer enough during chinese? Now, every single lessons, except for PE & English, it's going to be the same.
Maybe my purpose in life is to be used as a tool. After I'm useless to you, you would just conveniently throw me aside. It's the same everytime.
Why do I bother to try to get good grades, when this is what happened in the end? Maybe if I didn't get good grades, this would never happen.
I have given up trying
'Cause no matter how hard I tried
It won't change a thing
There is no more reason to try
Sometimes things just won't go your way
No matter how hard you tried
'Cause it's fate
And you can't change it
I won't smile anymore
Even if I do
It would be fake
And I don't wanna lie to myself
Sometimes when you lose all hope
Everything seemed black and white to you
And it seemed meaningless too
And you feel lost
I won't be the same anymore
Labels: Feelings
♥iloveyou 8:37 pm