Geography.
Go through exam paper.
English.
Go through paper 1.
Then the teacher added marks for the summary 'cause at first, the marks for language is too low, everyone fail language, I think.
So got 72/110, convert to 100% is 65.6/100. From B4 to B3 ^^
Then Michelle, I think, was giving out the papers & she kept on passing James's paper to me. I was like WTH, he's at the other side of the room, stop passing his paper to me! & she did it for two times.
Then was feeling pretty ... Don't wanna talk about it.
E Math.
Go through paper 2. Was quite sad 'cause made careless mistake & I failed to answer those which I knew I could do. Everytime, I could do daily work, test but during exam, I just screw up... Felt really disappointed with myself.. Maybe I shouldn't have expect myself to done so well.
Chemistry.
Learn about... Oh great, I forgot what it's called.
CE.
Ms Toh was looking quite pek chek throughout the lesson, it seemed like she was invisible or something.
Lunch.
Went to eat ice cream. Then was saying NQFW to Li Yan & she said NSHR back.
Chinese.
Have to buy a book for holiday homework. Mr Ng so thick skin, asked if we would miss him during holiday. Last lesson for this semester. & i realise, for this whole term, there's no monday afternoon class. Missed quite a number of periods.
Then do correction. Was feeling ... again.
Then went to library & saw Miao Hui, go say that I'm a ..., then just disappeared very quickly, no chance to say her back.
Then no library, so sat there chat with Angelina & Cindy.
It was drizzling when we left. Walked very fast & it started to rain harder when I was reaching my house.
They said I've done well, scoring quite a few As. But I asked myself, am I really happy? & my reply is no. Marks doesn't matters to me. My parents doesn't care how much I get, they only want me to do my best. Even if I do well, it doesn't really make a difference if I did badly. I told my mother about my A Math's result, she just barely acknowledge it. All my friends didn't do well so how could I be so happy? Marks really doesn't matters to me, no one is there for me, to share my happiness. & no one is there for me... I've been alone all along...Chatted with Zi Hao & he made me realised quite a long of things.
Just wanna end off with this:
If the mark I've gotten causes the distance between us to be further apart, I would rather that I've never gotten those marks in the first place. Labels: School 2009