Yesterday night wanted to play maple then chiong to 47 but he said something that made me upset so just log out and go to random site. I already
dread of going to school so please don't remind me of that anymore.
Morning had a fight with my mother so my mood is already damn sucky. On the way, saw Angelina so chatted with her for a while. She asked me how was my weekend & the first word that came to my mind was 'suck'. Then went up the staircase, at block G one, then saw Cindy coming up from Block F one. Then walked into class & saw the f-ker sleeping. Put down bag & books & pulled table as far away as possible. Then went to chat with Cindy for a while.
Then she came & so had to went back to seat. Was giving her the super emo face. Then Rui Ting helped me take newspaper so started doing sudoku. Then after the songs & pledge, she started saying things that were obviously aimed at me.
Was given worksheet at the beginning of the period so thought Mr Lim didn't come. Then he came in at nearly 8.30. So learn about the kinetic motion. Was able to understand some parts.
Math.. I already know the properties so was basically playing with pen, staring at space & only paid little attention. Then that f-ker kept close his eyes & his head was like dropping & seemed like nodding. Was trying to control my laughters. Then after lesson, he talked to Cindy so I asked her what he said. She told me that after english, he changing seats with her so was a bit happy about it.
Chinese was damn f like usual. Mr Ng told us about the LC on wednesday. School ended at 12.30 & only needa reach like about 2.30. Then I could heard them discussing about going out to eat. I'm totally invisible now. Never mind, never mind, I told myself, just don't listen. Then did last year LC. Got 12/20 only >.< Then it was recess, all of them left without waiting for me. Never mind, it was always like this. This had been happening since the fourth day of week 1. I had grown somewhat neutral about it but still feel upset. I really don't know what happened. During the Wednesday of week 1, after school, we went to Angelina's house & the next day, she started ignoring me. I tried to talk to her but she don't care. I really don't know what had happened overnight that made her changed. Everytime during english to chinese or chinese to english, I feel somewhat invisible.
Then went back class to take textbook so can do homework. Then after a while when I went to e1 classroom, that f-king Shiva, for no reason, started scolding me stupid. Hell, I was damn irritated & you're still trying to get on my nerves! Then scolded him idiot. Listened to songs while doing. Can't concentrate, can't do at all. Then was listening to Linkin Park's Runaway & realised the chorus is so similar to how I'm feeling.
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
English lesson was great. Today do newspaper but don't really care. Halfway, was chatting with Angelina about Ms Toh's bias-ness, mostly complaining, & a bit of maple 'cause saw the poster about H1N1 then have KoC pictures on it. Was chatting with You Hong & Zheng Kang about maple. Was feeling a bit cheer up.
After lesson, walk back to class & saw Cindy coming down from the staircase. Then that f-ker like forgot what he said, still sat at there. Then was feeling a bit angry about it. Throughout math was mostly staring at space again. Then do worksheet, was practically chionging then that f-ker like want see my answers like that so I purposely block the answers from his view. Then still at there innocently asking Ms Toh questions, feel disgusted, & probably hinting to her then I didn't help him or what. Oh seriously do you think I care?
Chemistry was fun, kept on laughing. Did experiment on solubility of salts. Was washing the the dropper then we kept on forgetting to close the tap & the sink became a mini swimming pool. Then me & Zi Hao kept on laughing. Used the water from the mini swimming pool to wash the dropper instead. Then Mrs Ng used the plunger to unclogged the sink, was damn funny.
After Chemistry asked Cindy to accompany me for a while before chinese starts. Their class ended at 3.45 but then again, it doesn't make any difference whether they are there or not. Then Cindy told me to tahan sitting there for a week & if really cannot, then go tell her. Then I said what reason should I give? & I really feel like shooting this question at her: Are you using me as a tool?
Chinese was the same. Was nearly falling asleep.
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