Sometimes emotional wounds are just hard to heal... Sometimes when you thought that you have gotten over it, the feeling just suddenly return. Sometimes every single action seemed to have added salt to the wounds. Went to school as usual. First thing that I noticed was that f-ker still sitting
there, sleeping as usual. Then went to my seat & started flipping through random things. Was feeling a bit sick, my hands were very cold & my forehead was hot. Temperature is only 37.2.
Math went through worksheet so was basically slacking. Started sms-ing but I sat infront very hard to do so. So put phone under the table. At the end of lesson, I think she saw me putting my hand under the table...
First thing I noticed was that Angelina didn't come today, felt a bit sad... 'cause all alone... Then chatted with You Hong & Zheng Kang, mostly about that f-ker. Then I kept laugh. Was slacking again since I finished all the questions except the vocab part.
Chinese was okay today. Didn't have test today. Forgot to bring textbook so shared with Li Yan.
Recess went back to class then tio caught by Normala for staying in class >.> Sat at Hwee Min's seat since he went home. Then Rui Ting asked whether she could sat at my seat, beside that f-ker's seat. Then I said she could sit there permanently if she wants to. Then started talking about that f-ker scratching his head & sleeping. Something Cindy said was very true: Last time there were 4 but now left 1 (slowly think what it means)
Ze Hao exchanged seats with me so I can sit with Cindy. Then funny things kept happen. Ze Hao's laughter was so funny.
1. Melissa started playing yoyo when Ms Toh was facing the whiteboard & Ze Hao like want to play also. In the end when Ze Hao played, Ms Toh caught him doing so.
2. Ze Hao like going fall asleep so Melissa bang his table. When he fall asleep again, Jing Ning kicked his chair. Was damn lol.
Started sms-ing during CE while doing homework. I put the phone on table then use worksheet to cover it, hehe. Near the end, that f-ker fell asleep then Melissa banged his table real loud. His reaction? Looked up & fell asleep again! Ms Toh seemed bewildered.
Then went out buy food.
Geography was quite fun. The best part is we were all laughing due to the jokes then Ms Suan said what that f-ker seemed impatient 'cause he want to learn more things then everyone started laughing. Chong Tian said something like he want sleep but we too noisy.
Labels: Feelings, School 2009