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Thursday, October 01, 2009
Tired day..

Didn't sleep well yesterday night. Sleep at 11+, woke at 1+ to switch off charger, was woken up at 3+ by kor cause he came in to sleep, woke up at 5+ to complete chinese homework. So woke up every two hours. Was so tired. Then prepared for school & left home. I was earlier than him so waited for him.

Got back e math test.. 29/40 only, kinda disappointed with myself. When she go through the questions, I realised that I actually know how to do >< Was feeling very tired & struggled to stay awake.

Did compre & asked Angelina on how do lorms.

Chinese did chengyu test as usual then Mr Ng made us write down the formats for the four types of letter writing.

Math did revision worksheet. Kinda easy I guess? During CE watched the video & some parts are quite funny.

During lunch stayed in class to study geography. Didn't eat breakfast & lunch so was feeling very hungry.

Went to humanities room then have the test. Couldn't finish. I doubt anyone could finish. Then go through worksheet. Felt my phone vibrating when lesson gonna end. Had a bad feeling about it.. Called back & my mother said my aunt called her & said my grandfather's condition is very bad.. So my parents & kor going to go visit him.. Asked if I got bring keys.. Then felt very worried & guilty.. Ever since he got sick during the H1N1 period, I have never go & visit him.. What if he just left.. I would feel very guilty for the rest of my life..

Walked out of school with Cindy, feel like crying but managed to hold back the tears. Very soon, he caught up with me.. Then I just cried.. Still remembered that I asked him yesterday that what would he do if I cried in front of him.. He put his arm around my shoulder.. Kinda like it but he took it back very quickly.. Was almost crying throughout the walk.. Don't feel like going back yet cause I'll feel so lonely.. So said I wanna eat cause I was really very hungry.. So walked to hougang point. The person heard wrongly & thought I want sundae & scold me.. Feel like crying again.. It wasn't my fault.. Then walked home.. Went home & there was no one.. Sat on the sofa & stared at space.. Really don't know what to do.. Tears just kept on flowing down.. Felt tired & went to rest for a while.. Woke up as the phone ring & my shirt was wet..

Thanks you for being there for me.. =)

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